He Is Gone

I never would have guessed that Sunday, February 19, 2006, would be the last day that I would see him,for the time being. Tuesday night between 8 and 8:30 I got the call. Through sobs on the other line I learned the truth. My face went pale and tears slipped down my face. "How can this be", I asked myself. For the past 4 months I had made it my goal. I talked to him, I laughed with him, I shared with him, I watched him, I listened to him, and most of all, I prayed for him. Never in a million years would I have seen this coming. I knew that not everything was picture perfect, but I thought things were ok. It's hard not to be mad, it's hard not to cry, it's hard to even think about it. One thing did happen and I will never forget it. Sunday morning I had given him a valentine not knowing what impact it would cause. This kind of makes you want to laugh and cry at the same time. The valentine was simple and cute, it read this, "To thank you for the way you shine, here's a cherry valentine". That night he told me that that was the only valentine that he got this year. I thought about that later. God had enabled me to give him that simple little valentine right before everything happened. I thought that that was so cool. See, God works in every single thing, big and small. I'll just keep on praying and I hope you will too. I will miss my friend and it will take awhile for it to sink in, but if God's on my side everything will work out. Thanks for reading. Post later (Lord willing)

Pray

By: Rebecca St.James

Jesus I am broken now

Before You I fall I lay me down

All I want is You, my all

I cry out from the ashes

Burned with sin and shame

I ask you Lord to make me whole again

For you say if I will come and will

Pray to You

There's forgiveness when I

Turn from me and pray

For you say if I will come and will

Pray to You

You hear me and heal me when I pray

Your ways are not my own

But I long for them to be

So this is what I pray

One with You You'll make me

Melt me away, 'til only You remain

For You say if I will come and will

Pray to You

There's forgiveness when I

Turn to You and pray

For You say if I will come and will

Pray to You

You hear me and heal me when I pray

Jesus I am broken now Before You

Take me I am Yours

For You say if I will come and will

Pray to You

There's forgiveness when I

Turn from me and pray

For You say if I will come and will

Pray to You

You hear me and heal me when I pray

For You say if I will come and will

Pray to You

There's forgiveness when I

Turn to you and pray

For You say if I will come and will

Pray toYou

You hear me and heal me when I pray

When I pray

This is my dog CopperIsn't he cute!

HOLA

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I haven't had time. :) I know, I know, that's kind of lame. My birthday went well. I had some family and a few friends over for a mini party, so that was fun. I got a lot of cool things! Cute pj's, a itunes card, FUZZY SOCKS, giftcards, chocolate (my favorite), a Michigan hoodie (so cool), a Rebecca St.James cd, some books, and a lot more. My pink eye is gone! Finally. I did wake up with a pink eye yesterday, but we think that it has to do with seasonal allergies. Not pink eye. YAY! Oh, my dad loaded AIM on, so I'm like so hyped about that. Its fun to talk with you guys. :) Oh, almost forgot! Guess what!? Ok, times up. We got a DOG! He is sooo cute! His name is Copper and he is a beagle. For some reason he likes my bed the best. He jumps up and plops right down infront of me. Pretty interesting. My cat is going through shock therapy! LOL (not really). He is getting used to the fact that he isn't the ruler of the house now. :) Last night I went, with Ty, to a basketball game. That was fun. Our team lost, but is was a new experience just the same. Tonight we have play practice at Emily's, so hopefully that will go well. I think the skit night is next week, I hope we do ok. Well I better get going. I shall, hopefully, post later. (Lord willing) Adios!

B-day

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!

NNNNOOOO!!!!I've Got Pink Eye Again!!!! This Is The Third Time In The Last Two Weeks!!!!!!!!